Saturday, April 23, 2022

Lies lead to goodbye


Once,
 I had a lot of reasons to give up
but I chose to stay

You had a lot of reasons to stay
but you chose to give up. 

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but darling,
sometimes you need to walk away
not so that they'll miss you or change
but because you know you deserve better

/

and you know
so many beautiful things
grow from pain,
like roses,
butterflies,
like you


Tuesday, April 19, 2022

Truth doesn't mind being question, lie does.

 



Those who don't know 
the value of loyalty can never
appreciate the cost of betryal.

/

You can be the most beautiful gem,
but in the hands of someone who doesnt value a gem
you'll be devalue.

/

I can respect a bad decision,
but i cannot respect a liar.

/




Scars.

Most of the scars on people's heart
weren't left by their enemies.

They were left by people 
that claimed to love them the most.


/



Wait until they break your heart
wait to see how they justify it. 
You'll see what kind of person
they are. 


/



something i learned about people,
if they do it once,
they will do it again. 




Once upon a star

you say you love me
but in the same second
you look up at the sky
search for a brighter star.

do you even know
what does love feel like? 


/

if you can see a future without me
and that doesnt break your heart
then we're not doing what i thought we were doing. 

/


she's a flower
but she isn't soft;
when her petals fall
they hit like bullets.


/


Tuesday, September 7, 2021

the calm after the storm

she used to believe
love feel like a storm
passionate, raw and raging

but so many storms have come
left her
more broken

so she looks for a love
feels like a night
after the storm.


--- the calm after the storm

Monday, September 6, 2021

Life knocks

"
You knew that you couldn't love her
the way she needed to be loved,
but you pretended for her sake
that doesn't make you any kind of fucking hero.
"

maybe she is hard for you to understand,
because she has depth and passion
and that was too complicated for small minded people.

when you are accustomed to shallow
the deep will always be intimidating.

She knows who she is 
who she needs.

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If you think loving me is hard
you're doing it wrong

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The last straw that i can stand
is b.e.t.r.a.y.a.l



Tuesday, March 23, 2021

有的情緒
就是只能在沒有光的地方發泄。

即使真的好難過
但好像也開始學習免疫了。

有些風景只能喜歡
不能收藏
就像有些人只適合遇見
不適合牽手。

我以爲
相遇很難
所以我們盡力互相善待

後來我卻發現
善待的每一個人
幾乎都會給我一些傷痕。
我一直在重複太容易相信的錯誤
這一次也一樣。

記得那個晚上
我是這麽告訴自己的
冷一點
讓自己冷一點
記得痛 就比較容易學會遠離痛。
我好像只能看著他發生
任何的努力
都幫不上忙

後來人家説
允許自己悲傷
是度過悲傷最好的方法。
人家說
每個無法繼續的時候
都是重新開始的機會

重新開始的勇氣
一直不知道從何而來
是那韌性
是那看似脆弱
但不會放棄的小心臟

又是脆弱
又是堅韌

你一定是靠自己
才會真的好起來

我一定會好起來
親愛的天父
我一直都想回家。 

Saturday, March 20, 2021

循環

後來領悟了一個道理
無法信任彼此的原因在於
我們都覺得
自己會隨時被放棄

所以
擁有信任的根基是
要先證明彼此都不會放棄彼此

後來我又領悟到
果然十字架的扼是輕省的





Sunday, March 14, 2021

掙。

你一定可以勇敢的
如果你曾經有勇氣留在那場悲傷裏
那你也一定有勇氣離開。

\

勇氣
是逼出來的
所以每一次的離開 果斷
每一次的重來
都是那麽撕心。

\

後來
還是高估了自己說不的能力。

Thursday, March 11, 2021

隨。

後來我想
女生的感情就是一場賭注

從決定點頭那一刻起
就承擔隨時失敗的風險


你要是背叛了她陪過你的歲月
青春逝走還是事實


所以
還真的是一場賭注呢。

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人人都説
先認真的就輸了

我想
怎麽做到不認真呢。