In Him, we have hope and joy

12:17pm  Friday  23.11.2012

At times,
I like here so much,
because that's the only way, only thing
I could pour every single sentiment
by telling some story that people might understand or don't.

Reading back my past is like,
wow, amazing.
How can I come across with these things huh?
I mean, yes, it's like taking roller coaster.
It has up and down,
low and high.
And now, I am so greatful because I am still alive!

Of course,
it's not easy.
Everyone knows that.
But, I hope my faith in Him can bring me to the right path.

In this very moment,
Ahhh, I have to appreciate everything.
The holiday mood!
I know next year is going to be another tough year,
but, it's ohkay.

I can do anything through Christ who strengthen me !

Music never sleeps.

A turn

Maybe I was wrong in certain ways.
I was thinking, what actually happened?
Am I still lingering in a world that doesn't know what really happens outside?
Probably no, I suppose.

We know,
life has no take two
But.....
it's ain't easy.
There's hindrance and obstacle
something there, dragging you and asked you to walked astray.

So, be alert.
Be persevere.
Everything is hard.
You just need to work a little harder to be a little better. 

STPM #3

02:47am  Thursday  08.11.2012

Ohpps!! Very very very fast, it comes to the last day of exam.
And I guess, it will be a kinda tough day, it will.
But, it's still ohkay!

Yesterday, I memang hardly woke up from sleep...
It's a BM day, and nevermind, it's ohkay.... hahaha

Dear Lord, please grant me strength too to go through this very last day.
I'm a little tired, mental and physical.

At least, I don't screw up the paper(s).... ah : D

STPM #2

05.11.2012  Monday  11:04pm

Precisely, it's still the day #1 of exam.
Just that... tadaaa.... it's ard night time.

As usual, I still attend my music lesson.
It's good to make use of your time, not only study like insane.
At least the little 1 hour rest my mind.
But I know, it's more important in taking a lil' time to study Your words. 
Ohya, I took a...... 3 hr nap today. Too much isn't? SIGH~ T.T

Well, back to the topic.
Pengajian Am, I so called the General Paper.
Not very satisfied yet, that's what I can do.

Frankly speaking, I don't wanna retake.... because... that's going to make me suffer more.
and, I hope this is the worst condition.
Lord, I will do my best, help me for the rest of the paper please. 

Lord, Grant me strength.

STPM #1

05.11.2012  Monday  03:06am
 
It's the very very first day of STPM!!!
Yeah, still have quite something havent finish, but, it's ohkay!!

It's like that, since I did not manage my time in a proper manner,
something like this will definitely happen, I ard supposed.

But, nevermind, there's hope! There's hope in Christ.
Sorry Lord, I did not keep the Sabbath day.
I will learn this very 'easy' work as relying more in You.

I will just do my best, with no stress.
Because, You always have a better plan than we ourselves.
And, You want us to be happy, not to suffer !

I can do anything in Him who strengthen me ! [ Phillipians 4 : 13 ]

Father, help me to make good use of time after exams, I mean HOLIDAY! ; )

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge

03.11.2012  Friday  12:13am

Father, I thank You because You've lead me over this few week. I thank You for being so patient with me, because I realise I am so self-centered that only focus on myself.

Lord, I need to confess that I am not good and I am a worst sinner, because I don't love you.
Until now, I still hardly find the assurance of salvation, the evidence of bearing good fruits.
Jesus, I know I need you, I truly need you, because I am nothing without you. You are the truth, the way and the LIVE. Dear Lord, I am sorry, because I live like the world.

Dear father, please forgive me. I am so weak and stubborn until I slowly step into temptation and led astray, turn away from You. Father, I realise I was wrong, totally wrong. I know, my life will get haywire when I put my priorities wrong. I know this yet I still did something that You hate. How many time, You have tell us, for You are the holy one.    

                                              " I am Lord, your Holy One....." Isaiah 43:15
                   " Be holy, for I am holy. " 1 Peter 1:15

Father, I know the greatest love of all is the moment, you send you only Son to be condemned and crucified on the cross. He died for us. Everything is done when Jesus comes as a man and die for sinners. But Lord, I'm so unsatistied in You, I am sorry. As the bible said, a  fool takes no pleasure in understanding, but only in expressing his opinion.

Dear heavenly father, please help me to love You, to know more about You and to seek You. Dear father, please help me to bear good fruit as to live more like Jesus Christ. I was once lost because I am so foolish and act like Pharisees. Father, help me not to be hypocrisy but a good testimony to those around me.

Father, it has been a long time, I did not make myself clear. My life was screw. Father, please forgive me, and let You Holy Spirit shines upon me. I pray and ask in Jesus name. Amen.