All the uncertainty

I am insecure,
I doubt.

I hardly believe there's people
who is willing to hold me,
hand in hand,
and walk through all the hardship.

14.07.2013

Too dumb to compare.
He is just too perfect.
I mean,
too good in certain sense.

Walking back home under rain
makes me think more.
miao~

Knock knock

Hello!! Anybody here??
Ah, ohkay~ I know there's no one here
and no one is going to bother me.
but, bu yao jin.....

Dii ding !!! It's July you know?!
yeah, things come and pass....
My life ah.... hmm, not really messy
but I have no time to settle myself down.
*can't breathe*

Pheww~

Regarding the pass few months,
ah.......

Leaving the comfort zone

Well, it's MARCH!
I still remember when I was lower six,
I felt so excited at the moment I entered school
and act like, yeah! I know my heavenly Father will prepare everything for me.

Until now,
I feel so sorry, because I sin EVERYDAY.
How to cultivate holiness?
You cannot practice holiness if you live like the world.
You sing their song, ignore what the Lord said, and at the end,
you produce a fruitless Christian life.
A 'Sunday only' Christian that lives without repentance and awareness everyday is to ask for a daily spiritual darkness, deadness, and fruitlessness.
This is what I've done for this few months.

You see, time really flies.
I have to thank God because He is so mercy to me.
I do everything that is fall short of His glory or even worst,
as a light that never shine and salt that never taste salty.

Dear Heavenly Father,
I thank You because You pull me back when I walk astray.
I know Your eyes is watching me all the days.
Thank you for letting me know that I should leave my comfort zone
and believe in the communion of saints as what I proclaim every Sunday.

I pray that Father, You hold me tight and keep me under your wings.
Do not let me walk into temptation.
Give me a heart that is always willing to look upon you and be humble.
Let the holy spirit guide me through my life.
Lord, I also thank You for giving us Your only son.
That He died for us and cleanse us with His blood.
There's nothing more than this.
And this is what I should always remind myself.

In Jesus name, I pray.

Sophisticated

Yea,
February is coming to the end AGAIN.
What the heck is going on?
No idea.

Zero productive?
Nope.
Er, 80 days left,
around 5 percent of my study done.
5% ?

Today,
get a little haywire again.
I just have to admit,
I am a girl.
Not typical but I am still a girl,
born with extra sentimental sensor.

Hibernated..... zzZ

Well,
my January is almost finish!

Yoh.... yah....
January is always so strange to me,
because he only appear in the very beginning of the year.
Yah, he......

Hmm, the thing is,
I was like hibernating in this month.

No...
Gotta stop this and stay awake!
In this moment,
I was a little upset with those upcoming 'folio'.
I know I have to finish it
and I do really nid a lil' strength to keep my work updated.

Yes, I have to cope with this crazy sem 2.
And I know I can.
Well, remmeber this toughing moment,
and a few months later,
I will come back with this post
and laugh out loud!

Ohkay,
I would be excited with my tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow.

The very 2013

Hello 2013, here you are.

I have no idea what's going on,
but yeah,
I will try my best
to make 2013 one of my best year.

Something came across in my mind,
I am officially NINETEEN.
Not really official, but.... ah, yeah......
I still not used to stay like an Eighteen and now,
have to gain a tag of nineteen.
Aihsss.

Well, in this new year,
I think, I want to learn to be less sensitive in certain things.