Wednesday, October 28, 2020

 writing poetry:

one of many ways of 
processing pain.

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Crying isn't a sign of weakness, they said

 They want you to be happy
but according to their condition.

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The more i learn
how the world function
the more i couldn't trust

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it's much better to cry out the pain
than sitting numb and staring into darkness

I can relate.

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Let me jot down how it feels that morning.

i hate being an empath
i thought we were friends
and i felt as helpless as you
when i can't bear your pain and struggles
i question myself what did i do wrong
or why am i not enough
but i have no stand to convince you to count on me

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Tuesday, October 6, 2020

anotherrandomness


i hate attachment.
i hate how the temporary things in life
could tear me down.
i hate how i let myself to be in jeopardy

if there's one thing in life i needed
i'd say
stand up
fear not
be strong
and stronger

Monday, October 5, 2020

Random

 今天
只想當個普通人

#presentpast

"
That's the thing about pain,
it demands to be felt.
"

They say
its ohkay to say no
but the more i reminisce 
the more i didnt understand
why it didn't work.

face the pain
and you'll be fine
they said.