Thursday, November 26, 2020

She

" I don't keep people who close to me
that I don't trust "

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she is goal-driven
she is selective
she can carry herself well

she is protective
she is loving
she can treat a girl way better than a guy

she is hot
she is classy
she likes dog
she likes food since 8yo
and she can cook well

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Being a woman is not about what's on the outside
but what's on the inside
and probably the confidence she emanates
is what attracted me the most

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i'm timid
but she's not

it took us some time
to get to know each other
but that's fine

 i believe
things happen for a reason
and i always trusted His timing

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Wed 25.11.2020

alright
good things suppose to be kept
and i'm thankful that i had a lovely day

i wanted to make it simple and brief
but i'm afraid without jotting the details
i might have forgotten
because it's the little things 
that made up everything

she is smart
and tough
she has all the things i admire
her grit
her capability
financially independence
a breadwinner
down to earth
a thinking woman
all the inside-traits that
i claim sexy

but we just knew each other
what makes me think so she might wonder
hmmm. vibes?
or to say
i have this ability to notice the smallest thing
and put it into a big picture
yea, probably.

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But it's ohkay
moments.

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feeling honored
to know you

Friday, November 20, 2020

cost of a lesson

It's hard to know what we like
but easier to discard what we don't like

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things don't move according to what we expect
it always doesn't
even if it does
it'll never be permanent

and that is the reason
i see mercy
that's the only reason
we'll turn back to Him
that i know He is the only one
that doesn't change
after all

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it's good to remind myself again
my confidence doesn't come from the approval of others
not even compliments
merely just a plus point

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do the right thing
but
right in the eye of the Lord

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And i asked

"define luxury"

And i answer

"appreciation."

You can always say no

後來發現
原來 自己還是都有尖銳的時候
只是 既然後悔不能改變事實
就只好當作
又一次提醒自己做不好了
所以下次要做的更好。

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我寵著人的次數
一向很多 很多
所以那時候 最打動我的一句話是
記得 如果你不想
隨時都可以說不想

後來我發現
這話 真的好溫柔。

只是
從此以后
被逼著做我不想做的事的時候
我更難受了。

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 後來我還是發現
一個比一個難安撫
既然一定要煩
那我選擇煩賺錢好了


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委屈的意思是
有時候
不是沒有錯就不需要道歉