In Him, we have hope and joy

12:17pm  Friday  23.11.2012

At times,
I like here so much,
because that's the only way, only thing
I could pour every single sentiment
by telling some story that people might understand or don't.

Reading back my past is like,
wow, amazing.
How can I come across with these things huh?
I mean, yes, it's like taking roller coaster.
It has up and down,
low and high.
And now, I am so greatful because I am still alive!

Of course,
it's not easy.
Everyone knows that.
But, I hope my faith in Him can bring me to the right path.

In this very moment,
Ahhh, I have to appreciate everything.
The holiday mood!
I know next year is going to be another tough year,
but, it's ohkay.

I can do anything through Christ who strengthen me !

Music never sleeps.

A turn

Maybe I was wrong in certain ways.
I was thinking, what actually happened?
Am I still lingering in a world that doesn't know what really happens outside?
Probably no, I suppose.

We know,
life has no take two
But.....
it's ain't easy.
There's hindrance and obstacle
something there, dragging you and asked you to walked astray.

So, be alert.
Be persevere.
Everything is hard.
You just need to work a little harder to be a little better. 

STPM #3

02:47am  Thursday  08.11.2012

Ohpps!! Very very very fast, it comes to the last day of exam.
And I guess, it will be a kinda tough day, it will.
But, it's still ohkay!

Yesterday, I memang hardly woke up from sleep...
It's a BM day, and nevermind, it's ohkay.... hahaha

Dear Lord, please grant me strength too to go through this very last day.
I'm a little tired, mental and physical.

At least, I don't screw up the paper(s).... ah : D

STPM #2

05.11.2012  Monday  11:04pm

Precisely, it's still the day #1 of exam.
Just that... tadaaa.... it's ard night time.

As usual, I still attend my music lesson.
It's good to make use of your time, not only study like insane.
At least the little 1 hour rest my mind.
But I know, it's more important in taking a lil' time to study Your words. 
Ohya, I took a...... 3 hr nap today. Too much isn't? SIGH~ T.T

Well, back to the topic.
Pengajian Am, I so called the General Paper.
Not very satisfied yet, that's what I can do.

Frankly speaking, I don't wanna retake.... because... that's going to make me suffer more.
and, I hope this is the worst condition.
Lord, I will do my best, help me for the rest of the paper please. 

Lord, Grant me strength.

STPM #1

05.11.2012  Monday  03:06am
 
It's the very very first day of STPM!!!
Yeah, still have quite something havent finish, but, it's ohkay!!

It's like that, since I did not manage my time in a proper manner,
something like this will definitely happen, I ard supposed.

But, nevermind, there's hope! There's hope in Christ.
Sorry Lord, I did not keep the Sabbath day.
I will learn this very 'easy' work as relying more in You.

I will just do my best, with no stress.
Because, You always have a better plan than we ourselves.
And, You want us to be happy, not to suffer !

I can do anything in Him who strengthen me ! [ Phillipians 4 : 13 ]

Father, help me to make good use of time after exams, I mean HOLIDAY! ; )

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge

03.11.2012  Friday  12:13am

Father, I thank You because You've lead me over this few week. I thank You for being so patient with me, because I realise I am so self-centered that only focus on myself.

Lord, I need to confess that I am not good and I am a worst sinner, because I don't love you.
Until now, I still hardly find the assurance of salvation, the evidence of bearing good fruits.
Jesus, I know I need you, I truly need you, because I am nothing without you. You are the truth, the way and the LIVE. Dear Lord, I am sorry, because I live like the world.

Dear father, please forgive me. I am so weak and stubborn until I slowly step into temptation and led astray, turn away from You. Father, I realise I was wrong, totally wrong. I know, my life will get haywire when I put my priorities wrong. I know this yet I still did something that You hate. How many time, You have tell us, for You are the holy one.    

                                              " I am Lord, your Holy One....." Isaiah 43:15
                   " Be holy, for I am holy. " 1 Peter 1:15

Father, I know the greatest love of all is the moment, you send you only Son to be condemned and crucified on the cross. He died for us. Everything is done when Jesus comes as a man and die for sinners. But Lord, I'm so unsatistied in You, I am sorry. As the bible said, a  fool takes no pleasure in understanding, but only in expressing his opinion.

Dear heavenly father, please help me to love You, to know more about You and to seek You. Dear father, please help me to bear good fruit as to live more like Jesus Christ. I was once lost because I am so foolish and act like Pharisees. Father, help me not to be hypocrisy but a good testimony to those around me.

Father, it has been a long time, I did not make myself clear. My life was screw. Father, please forgive me, and let You Holy Spirit shines upon me. I pray and ask in Jesus name. Amen.

Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight
is that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Love life

03.10.2012  Wednesday  10:22pm

Wow, it has been some times did not lingering here, day and night, like what I did last time.
Ohkay, a little update here.

Exam is around the corner! Sad case.... Aihhs, well, it's the very very very real STPM.
and we are all white little mouse that doesn't know anything yet have to cope with everything.
With the little courage, I took music lessonS this year. Yaa, very brave.

I simply enjoy it.

# 23 Prayer

01.08.2012  Tuesday  01:59am

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for giving us Your Word in the Bible. Help me to read, and study it more. Lord, I not only want to hear what You have to say, but I also want to do the things You have instructed us to do in the Word of God. Give me Your grace to be obedient to the Word. Lord, I also ask You to help me not to listen to things that I should not hear. Lord, give me grace to turn my eyes away from those things that hinder my growth in You. I know if I see and listen to Your Words, then I will be able to speak the things I need to say. I ask this is the name of Jesus. Amen.

#22 Prayer

26.07.2012  Thursday  02:34am

Dear Heavenly Father, I do thank you for all the wonderful things You have given me to enjoy in this life; however, I never want to be guilty of allowing those things that bring pleasure to become more important than the things of God. May I always put You and Your will first in my life. Lord, even as Esther went before the King, to petition for her people, at the very threat of her life, may I be as courageous as she was. Lord, if the occasion should ever arise that I would need to stand up for others in the face of danger, let me do so with strength and honor. I ask this in the name of Jesus. Amen.

It's a problem

At some point

I'm still insecure

in fear.

Yes, my heart is fragile.

Lord, sorry because I put my priority wrong.
Sorry, because I expect to have a best friend forever.
Sorry, because I love the world more than you.

Lord, I come back to you,
stay under your wings.
Please change me and give me wisdom
to deal with my works and relationship with people.

Father, You have been so good to me.
Thank you for Your mercy and goodness to me over the years.
I have not deserved Your great patience with me
but I am thankful
that You were there for me every time
I fell down and every time I failed You.
Thank you for your patient and love.
Thank you for picking me up when my careless feet went astray.

Dear father, I am sorry yet thankful.
Lord, help me to be merciful, like You,
to those in life that need Your mercy through me.

Psalms 32:10 Many sorrows shall be to the wicked: but he that trusteth in the LORD, mercy shall compass him about.

# 24 Prayer

11:16pm  Saturday  21.07.2012

Dear Heavenly Father: I am grateful for all the guidelines you have given us in this wonderful book of Proverbs. Help me to heed the warnings and apply the wisdom that I find in these pages. Lord, I pray that I will walk as a godly woman so that I will be a blessing to all of those around me. Forgive me when I fail to be gracious or impatient with people. May I apply Your love, wisdom and goodness to all of my daily affairs. Lord, draw the lost in our neighborhood to Your saving grace. Use me to be a witness to them. I am claiming their souls for Your kingdom. I ask these things in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

# 23 Prayer

15.07.2012 Sunday 12:14am

[ Ecclesiastes: 5:4-6 ]
4 When thou vowest a vow unto God, defer not to pay it; for he hath no pleasure in fools: pay that which thou hast vowed.
5 Better is it that thou shouldest not vow, than that thou shouldest vow and not pay.
6 Suffer not thy mouth to cause thy flesh to sin; neither say thou before the angel, that it was an error: wherefore should God be angry at thy voice, and destroy the work of thine hands'.

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for saving my soul. I am so glad that You are my Father and I can come to You, no matter what kind of problem I have. You are always so kind and merciful to me when I fail and I do appreciate it. Help me, so that I will be able to walk in the straight and narrow way and not take steps that are out of the way. I want to please You and have my steps ordered of You. Show me what You would have me to do and then strengthen me to do it. Also, help me to guard my mouth and not promise things to others that I am not able to perform. I ask this in the name of Jesus. Amen.

In another life

Talking about our future

like we had a clue.

Making full or promises

like we had the world.

#22 Prayer

07.07.2012  Friday 1:36am

Dear Heavenly Father,Thank you for Your Words of wisdom in the Bible. Lord, please help us to avoid anger and strife toward others. Give us Your spirit of love and a burden to pray for those that come against us or try to stir up trouble with us. Lord, You be our umpire in matters where we disagree with others. Help us to have an humble attitude toward You and the people around us, yet maintain a vigilant and forceful prayer life against the powers of darkness that cause people to stir up trouble. Help us to fight our battles in the spirit and not in the flesh. May You bring us the victories that we need. We command the devil to leave with his attacks in the name of Jesus!! I ask this in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ.Amen.

# 21 Prayer

28.06.2012  Thursday  11:20pm

Dear Heavenly Father,Thank You for helping me in my relationships with others. I desire to be kind and gentle in my dealings in situations that require me to take corrective measures. Help me to hear Your voice as to how to deal with unpleasant situations. May I treat others as kindly as possible every day. Lord, I do not want to use my position of authority in the wrong way, but in a way that will be an example to others of Your Spirit in my life. Thank you, for teaching me things I need to know and may I always have a teachable spirit.

I ask this in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.

# Confident

I can't be confident
even a little more.

Old friends

Drifting...
for days... for weeks...
and for months...

You and me.
nothing more and nothing less
a growing bond tht you can notice
never ever thinking about reunite.

You and me
More than words and more than ways
The coffee and books were rotten in our way.

# 20 Prayer

07.06.2012  Thursday  1:09am

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank you that you have given us a job and a task to do. Lord, let us not view work as a drudgery or an evil; rather, let us be grateful that we are able to work. Lord, let us work with joy, and not complain and whine about our lot in life. Let us realize that we are working for You and You shall promote and reward us, even as You did Joseph in the Bible. You use men as instruments of blessing in our lives, and let us also be instruments of blessing to others. In our work places let us be a blessing to those around us, and thank You for blessing us too. Strengthen us for each day's tasks. Lord, use us each to contribute our portion to making this world a better place. I ask this in the name of Jesus, our Lord. Amen.

Ecclesiastes 9:10: "Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might; for there is no work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in the grave, whither thou goest."

#19 Prayer

04.06.2012  Monday  11:16pm

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for Your wonderful gift of the Holy Spirit. You gave me a gift of boldness to witness and a desire to pray more. I also appreciate the power the Holy Spirit that enables me to resist sin and temptation. Lord, without You and Your Holy Spirit, I would be overcome by the enemy. With Your Spirit though, I am able to resist the devil and cause him to flee. I also appreciate the freedom to worship You by praying in the Spirit.Through Your gift of the Spirit, You have also revealed more of the Bible to me. Lord, fill us all daily with Your love and Your Holy Spirit. Thank You for Your grace and mercy in my life, and the lives of those I pray for. We need you, Lord. Use us as Your servants and help us to be open to receive all You have for us. I ask this in the name of Jesus. Amen.

# 18 Prayer

' A true friend continues to love us even when we fail, and do not deserve it. A true friend loves us at all times. Even when adversity strikes us, they will remain loyal. Jesus is that kind of friend. He is always there for us even when we fail Him. The Bible says He is like an elder brother to us. A true friend is like a brother. A brother is still your brother even when you are in trouble. Sometimes a natural brother may fail us because his flesh is weak; however, Jesus is our friend who sticks closer than a brother. '

A friend loveth at all times, and a brother is born for adversity. [ Proverbs 17:17 ]

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for the many gifts You have given me. I do appreciate the gift of wisdom and discernment. I'm nt suppose to take things for granted. I am grateful that You have spared me from heartache. Thank You also for the sound advice in the Word of God. Give me the grace and strength to always obey Your Word, as I know You know what is best for me. Bless my family and friends today and keep them from the wicked one. Thank You for Your provision for this day. Help me not to stress about tomorrow. I trust that You have all things under Your control and I believe You will take care of me and my problems. Give this same faith to others who are needing to hear from You. I ask this in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.

# 17 Prayer

20.05.2012  Monday  10:35pm

Dear Heavenly Father, I am thankful for the wonderful ways in which You take care of me. I do appreciate Your watchcare over my family and friends. Lord, I do desire to remain humble in my dealings with others who oppose me. Give me Your grace and wisdom when I must handle controversy. May I be humble when I am tested in this way and trust You to defend me instead of getting into contention with others. Lord, bless those who are reading this today and strengthen them to do Your will. I ask this in the name of Jesus. Amen.

Humility versus Pride

The definition of pride,

Wikipedia define, Pride is an inwardly directed emotion that carries two common meanings.
- With a negative connotation, pride refers to an inflated sense of one's personal status or accomplishments, often used synonymously with hubris.
- With a positive connotation, pride refers to a satisfied sense of attachment toward one's own or another's choices and actions, or toward a whole group of people, and is a product of praise, independent self-reflection, or a fulfilled feeling of belonging.

Pride is a deadly sin. It was the sin of pride which first led Eve to eat of the forbidden fruit.
The sin of pride is a preoccupation with self.

Dear heavenly Father, I thank You for guiding me along the day. Thank you for what you teach me in my fellowship tonight. I know, we sinners have been prideful at every moment. We think about ourselves more because we only love ourself. But thing don't bound to be like this. Our mind are haughty if we do things just to give glory to ourselves. Thank you that You give me a chance to open my blinded heart and eyes, so that I could examine myself. Do I speak louder than action? Do I focus on how true humility influences our attitude toward other people?

Dear Father, please forgive me. The expectation toward other before God is pride, becasue it is not the principle that you taught me. I do want to learn from Jesus Christ, who show us the way to serve people. If Jesus could carry the cross and die for me, why I coudn't make changes for You? I am sorry for my self-centered and selfishness. I do not want to be hypocrisy. I do not want your name to get filthy because my fault. I do want to be your children, that have your real image and please you.

Dear Lord, I ask for the Holy spirit to rebuke for any of my excuses to sin. Remind me whenever I step into the temptation at the 'pit of sin'. I need You to teach me, to be the salt and light of the world. I do want to learn more things from You, Father. And I eagerly seek for Your words to guide me, to lead me. Dear Father, help me.

I asked in the name of Your precious son, Jesus. Amen.

# 16 Prayer

24.05.2012  Thursday  11:20pm

" As God's children we are commanded to give and help the poor with material assistance, it opens the door so that we might present the gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ to them. The Lord is interested in every soul. Therefore, through reaching out to others, we are able to lead them to salvation.
The way to help the poor is to present the gospel to them so that their hearts might be changed. When hearts are changed, problems are resolved permanently, instead of a temporary solution applied to the problem. We can feed the poor, but they will always remain poor, unless they change their ways. When they are "born again," God will lead them out of their bondage and poverty. "

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for Your love toward me. Lord, I ask You to place in me the same kind of love you have for the lost and the poor. I pray for the lost and ask You to work in the hearts of those who are seeking for You, yet are looking in the wrong places. Father, I need a tender and understanding heart toward the poor. May I be sensitive to Your leading so that I know where I should give, so that the poor are helped in the right way. Lord, thank You for blessing me so that I can bless others. I ask this in the precious name of Jesus. Amen.

# 15 Prayer

24.05.2012  Thursday  12:47am

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for being patient with me in my trials. I have failed many of my tests the first time around, but because of Your love and mercy, I have been given another chance to overcome. Each time You have strengthened me until I have been able to overcome the devil with his temptations. Lord, I do want to be conformed into Your image. It seems so impossible, but You said that with You there is nothing impossible, so I am believing You to do the work in my life that is necessary so that I might overcome and please You. Lord, be merciful and help all of us, Your children. I ask this in the name of Jesus. Amen.

# 14 Prayer

21.05.2012  Monday  12:26am

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank you for being in charge of my life. I know that I am not just a lost boat drifting in a storm when I belong to You. I thank you that You are guiding me and directing me in all of my ways. Lord, when You choose me to do anything for You, please empower me and give me the grace to accomplish it. I know that my life is planned by You and that each person who comes into it, is sent by You, when I am committed to Your will. May I grow from those encounters and be a blessing to them. I ask this in the name of Jesus. Amen.

# 13 Prayer

15.05.2012  Tuesday  10:11pm

Dear Heavenly Father, I am thankful for all of Your many blessings this day. Lord, I do desire to have Your wisdom. You see the future, so help me to make the best decisions, so that I do not have greater problems tomorrow. Lord, help me to guard my mouth and restrain my lips from any evil. Help me to be a loving witness of Your goodness and give me the boldness to proclaim the gospel. Bless all of those who touch my life and keep them from harm. I am grateful to be Your child. Father, guide my heart too, I'd want to love you more. I ask this in the name of the Lord, Jesus Christ. Amen.

# 12 Prayer

14.05.2012  Monday  10:41pm

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for the many blessings that are mine because I belong to You. I am most blessed. Lord, use me to bless others with the overflow of the blessings You have given me. Lord, encourage Your people today that need hope and faith. Father, remove all vestiges of pride from my heart as I desire to be truly humble before You and others. I trust You to fight my battles for me as I look to You in faith. Thank You for meeting my needs. I know You will never leave me nor forsake me. Bless all my brothers and sisters in the Lord. Amen.

This is High School #1

10.05.2012  Wednesday  12:17am

This is the only second day,
well, orientation week is really torturing.

What I cannot used to it,
is just tiredness.
Haihya, why work seems easier than study?
Shoudn't be....
And I started to miss my colleague,
miss the moment they called me Ms. Yoo
Miss everything and their air-conditional working place.

Tday is a terrible day which I nidda walk back under blazing sun.
It's hot, very very very hot. So sad....

Dear Heavenly Father, I do want my ways to please You. Help me to walk in Your ways and obey Your Words. I know if You ask anything of me, it is for my good, even if I do not understand some things at the moment. I pray in Jessus name. Amen.

#11 Prayer

08.05.2012  Tuesday  12:34am

Dear Heavenly Father,thank You, for your promise of wisdom and guidance. Lord, help me to overcome my carnal desires and live to glorify and please You in all of my ways. Fill me with the Holy Spirit daily, so that I can walk in Your power to overcome those things that the devil uses to try and defeat me. Lord, cleanse my heart and mind of the things that do not agree with Your Word. Lord, bless Your people every where and meet their needs this day. Lord, bless each brother and sister in all the countries of the world. Meet their needs, as well as ours, so that we all can share the gospel with others who need You. I ask this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

A great new START

16.05.2012  Sunday  09:40pm

Hello,
sorry for not visiting here for such a long moment.
Here's some short notes for the past few 'weeks'.

And,
my new study life is going to begin.
Somehow, I think I have too long holidays,
and I was like kinda forget the 'atmosphere' of study.

Dear Lord, thank you for Your daily provision.
Thank you for your sufficient love that radiant around me.
Lead me and guide me for my future,
I commit evything before you Lord.
Help me to grow in Your words too,
let me be the light and salt in the world,
to spread your Gospel and teach me to love everyone around me.
Dear Father, guide my lips and tongue,
to speak everything that please you.

Dear Father,
I thank You for your guidance for our Tanjung Sepat trip.
It was another memorable moment for me.
For the fellowship, the games, the beach and the FOOD!

Dear Lord,
I know, you'd always have a better plan than what I have for myself.

Reminisce

Thank God if anyone care you.

This little caring simply weight a thousand pounds.

And I would like to carry it and jot it down, deep in my heart.

*** an hour ago *** 

Hi sis,
didnt know that u have transport problem on Fri
u can call me if u have transport problem ya
dun paiseh ok?
^^

#10 Easter Day

Easter spells out beauty, the rare beauty of new life. -S.D. Gordon
08.04.2012 Sunday 09:45am

Finally, it's Sabbath day and also Easter Day for the year 2012.
Today, we the teenagers and so on, represent KPC to give out some eggiess to non-Christian. It was a new experience for me. Although some of them reject it without listening to our any explanation, as we know Lord, the way to enter Your kingdom is narrow. We confess Your authority and Your wonderful planning to everyone.

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for Your love and grace that empowers me to overcome the fear and pride that comes against me. Lord, I do humble myself before You, asking You to be merciful to me and all of my family. We need Your love so that we can overcome evil with good. Lord, help us each, to become more like You.

Give us patience and forbearance with one another. Let us be gentle and kind to all, and especially may we be so in our own homes. Help us guard our mouths so that we speak gracious things about one another. Help us to build one another up and never to tear down others with our mouths. I ask this in the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord in whose steps we desire to follow. Amen.

"But your dead will live, LORD; their bodies will rise, let those who dwell in the dust, wake up and shout for joy, your dew is like the dew of the morning; the earth will give birth to her dead." ( Isaiah 26:19 )

#9 Prayer

"If we never own it to begin with, how can we lose it?"

Satan has threatened to rob us of many things over the years in many different ways, but Lord, help me to stand as I always everything in my possession belongs to God, therefore the devil has no authority to rob it. Lord, thank you for your daily provision. I do appreciate Your counsel and guidance every day.

Thank you for Your love and watchcare over me and my family. Lord, I desire Your true riches above all other things in this world. I ask that You strengthen me so that I might obey You in all things. I do want Your righteousness first and foremost in my life.

Cleanse me of the things that would prevent me from receiving all that You desire to do in my life. Lord, help me to be as bold and courageous as David was when I am up against the enemy's attacks. I know that through the power of the Holy Spirit, I can do all things by the strength that Christ supplies.

Lord, I declare I will not be robbed of anything that You have entrusted to my care. Give me the grace to prevail over the enemy when he attempts to rob me. I ask this in the mighty name of Jesus. Amen.

The world and its desires pass away, but the man who does the will of God lives forever. ( 1 John 2:17 )

#8 Prayer

31.03.2012 Saturday 1:56am

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You, as always, for Your abundant blessings. I may never know until I reach heaven how many times You have had Your angels protect me from the wicked one. I do appreciate You watching over me and my loved ones.

Lord, I pray this day for all of the backsliders. Lord, draw them back to Yourself. Forgive them and be merciful to them. Thank You, that Your mercy endureth for ever. Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one. Lord, thank you for correcting me when I have missed You in some way. I do want to stay on the path of life. Keep Your children in the path of holiness and righteousness.

I praise You for Your abundant love and mercy toward us. Thank You for being patient with me as I am learning not to say things that would hurt You or others. I do ask that You help me to guard my lips from saying unkind things.

Lord, even as David prayed these words, I ask that they be my prayer also. "Let the words of my mouth and the mediation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O Lord, my strength, and my redeemer." Help us all, as Your children, to say edifying things about one another. Thank You for the abundant life that is ours as we hear, speak, and obey the Words of God. I ask this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

#7 Prayer

27.03.2012 Tuesday 10:59pm

Dear Heavenly Father, I do appreciate You, and I want my life to glorify you. Fill me today with Your Holy Spirit so that I might bring encouraging words to others. Father, I have been down at times in my life and I am so grateful for my brothers and sisters in the Lord who came to me with faith and encouragement. They lifted me up, and today I want to lift them up. You know each of them and exactly what they are going through at this time. Bless them and encourage them and meet their needs even as You used them to meet my needs in the trying times of my life. May we all be good witnesses for You and never lose our saltiness. Lord, shine on us that we may reflect Your glory. I ask this in the precious name of Jesus. Amen.

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#6 Prayer

26.03.2012 Sunday 12:22am

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for Your love and goodness to me. You have been very patient and merciful to me. Lord, I need that same love and mercy towards others. Father, I ask You to remove all deceit from my heart and cleanse me so that I might have a pure heart before You. Lord, deliver our nation of deceit and lying. Help us all to keep our word, when we give it to someone. Restore truth to our land. We desire truth to abide in our homes and our businesses. Lord, I also ask that You give me faith and an overcoming spirit so that I will not walk in fear. Help me to trust You, even when my circumstances cause me doubt at times. Deliver me from doubt and unbelief in every area of my life. I ask this in the name of Jesus. Amen.

#5 Prayer

12:49am Sunday 25.03.2012

Dear Heavenly Father, I am grateful for Your constant provision. You have never failed me, Lord and I know that You never will. You are a faithful God, and I ask You to help me to trust You before my answer arrives. Lord, You are my source, and I know as I continue to look to You, I need never to worry about how You will provide. I just know that You will. Guard my mouth and remind me to speak what Your Word says about my situation. Deliver me from every vestige of fear, and fill me with Your Holy Spirit so that I will always walk in faith. Lord, I pray that all my brothers and sisters in the family of God will also be granted this favor. May we each fulfill Your will in our lives. Lord, please let us stand still with you, let us be the light ans salt to the world. In the name of Jesus I pray. Amen.

#4 SPM day

21.03.2012 Wednesday 11:41pm

Well Well Well,
today was my big day! Anything? Spm result is waiting for me.
I scarcely think I'm a perfectionist,
yet, I do put on high expectation for my study process or even result.
And 7 A was the fruit after 3 months hard work.

I know it was not good, I know.
But then, I still thank God for His guidance over the study period.
I pray that God shows me what my priorities are in my life
and blot the graven image in my heart.

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank you so much for all the good things You have done for me! Help me always to have a thankful and grateful heart, even when I do not see an immediate answer to my prayers. I know You will never leave me nor forsake me. Lord, give me a servant's heart so that I might always be willing to serve others. Lord, also help me to be humble enough to ask for help when I need it. Lord, may all of Your children have generous and giving hearts so that we might change the world for the better. Thank you for Your daily provision and use me to provide for others. Even if I do not have money to give to all that I would like to give to, I know that I can always give my prayers for them. I can always speak an encouraging word to those around me. Help me to give of the things that I do possess. I ask this in Jesus' name. Amen.

Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness [of any thing] that [is] in heaven above, or that [is] in the earth beneath, or that [is] in the water under the earth. Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the LORD thy God [am] a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth [generation] of them that hate me. -- Exodus 20:4-5

#3 Prayers

20.03.2012 Tuesday 10:43pm

We must guard our hearts and not allow evil things to come into our spirits. Wrong things will produce evil fruit. Satan will try to enter through our eye and ear gates. When evil enters the heart, it bring evil suggestions to the mind and eventually tempt us to act upon those evil ideas. It is not a sin to have an evil thought; however, it is sin to dwell upon that thought and consider it.

The Lord wants to bless all His children. I must resist evil thoughts and keep my mind on the things of God in order to walk in victory.

Dear father, please guide me.
I am grateful for all the times Your hand of protection has been over me and my family. Thank you for watching over us. Lord, help me to keep my thoughts on good things and take those things out of my heart that are not like You. Forgive me when I dwell on wrong thoughts and I fail to resist the devil immediately. I do want a clean heart and a pure mind. Help me to resist the evil that is in this world. Lord, take the rebellion from the hearts of those young people who have perverted thinking. Protect our children in the schools and on the streets. Have mercy on all of us, and give us Your grace to be good examples to anyone around us. In the name of Jesus, I ask. Amen.

[ Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded. ] James 4:6-7

#2 Prayer

18.03.2012 Sunday 09:57pm

The Lord has given us our teacher, the Holy Spirit, and our textbook, the Bible, in the same manner. If we study and apply the Word of God to our lives, we will be able to pass the tests of life. If we ignore the Word of God and try to do things our own way, we will experience suffering and heartache that God does not intend for us to go through. We will reap the fruit of our sin that comes from our failure to obey the Holy Spirit and the Word of God.

Because the Lord loves His children so much, He will help us when we get into trouble and show us the way out, if we seek Him and yield to His way. God does not put sickness on His children to teach us, nor does He send tragic accidents. These things come from the devil. All through the New Testament, we find Jesus healing all that came to Him. He did not refuse one person who came to Him for healing or deliverance. He never put things on people; He was always helping people get free and healing them. We suffer under these things because of the devil, but Jesus came to redeem us from the works of the devil and unrighteousness. Verse 2 tells us when we accept Christ's goodness that we will have the favor of God in our lives. Only wicked and sinful men are condemned, and that is because they refuse to repent and come to Jesus for deliverance.

Dear Heavenly Father, I am thankful for Your love and the favor that You have given me. I do thank You when You have corrected me, even though it was not pleasant, as I know You love me enough not to allow the enemy to destroy me. Please continue to do Your work in my heart, as I do want to become like You, and I want You to remove those things that offend You. Forgive me when I fail You. I am grateful that I can call on Your mercy and grace when I am in trouble, and that You hear me and rescue me. Give me a love for prayer and the word of God, so that my steps will not falter and I can walk in Your will. Fill me with Your love this day so that I may bless those around me. I ask this in the name of Jesus. Amen.

#1 Prayer

18.03.2012 Sunday 12:15am

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank you for those who have prayed for me over the years. Although we do not know the people whom You have had to pray for us, we are thankful for those prayers, and we know that we shall meet those people in heaven. Help us to be faithful to intercede for others who may be needing special prayer this very day. What a wonderful privilege to pray for others. Increase our prayer life, as this is the way you have designed to channel blessings to the earth. Prayer is an act of love, so may I love others today in this manner. Bless your faithful saints who have prayed and stood in faith to see their family members come home to you. I ask this in the blessed holy name of Jesus. Amen.

Question

31.01.2012 Tuesday

People get mad with small deal,
this is why small thing gets complicated and sophisticated,
and I really hate this.

Why can't things be easy a little?

Prayer

Wisdom will bring understanding. People who do not understand the will and purposes of God become targets of the devil. Satan can easily talk some Christians out of their rightful inheritance. Because they have no faith, they cannot receive the promises of God.

Sorry, Lord. I am like Peter, my faith was not strong enough.

Dear Father, I am grateful for your many blessings. Thank you for opening my eyes to Your truths and for your many promises to me. I do want to become wiser, so help me to study and understand the Bible. Open my spiritual ears to hear the things I need to understand at this time.

Thank you for the knowledge You have already given me, but I desire to know more, so that I might know You more. I want my relationship with You to be closer than ever before. Please give me the desire to pray more and to read the Bible more. Forgive me when I neglect these two very important things.

Thank you for the promise of health for me. I receive that promise so that I might be about Your business. How wonderful You are to me and all of Your children.

Dear father, I come to you humbly, and ask that you remove any prideful attitudes in my heart and life. I truly want to follow in Your ways and serve You. Help me to trust you when things are going wrong, as much as when things are going right. I am remorse with what I did, it's all sin. I am sinful.

I realize to walk in faith, that I must believe that You will help me with my current problems even though I do not see a way at this time. You will make a way, as You have never failed anyone who comes to You in faith.

I am thankful for saving me from the consequences of my sins. I do ask you to forgive me for all of my trespasses and sins that I have committed in the weakness of my flesh. Help me today to resist the temptation to yield to any sin.

I know I cannot do this in my own strength, but I call on you to give me the power to overcome the desires of my flesh. Lord, I acknowledge my respect, fear and awe of You. Deliver me from all foolishness. I trust that You are "all wise" and ask that you teach me your ways so that I might walk in a path of blessing and be a blessing to all I meet today.

Dear Lord, I am thankful that you placed me in KPC, so that I have a good environment to study Your words, a good teacher to nurture us as well. I sincerely thank You for bringing me brothers and sisters in Christ. Please, do not forsake me. I need Your help and my friends' help as much. I hope they don't leave me when I need for their aid. I am fear with it. Dear Lord, please empower Holy spirit to renew me as my faith could stand firm towards You.

In Jesus name, I pray.

Independent

If you're nt going to hurt me,
I'll not let myself to be in pieces.

In the game,
or at least,
not to let myself
stand in jeopardy.

Priorities

When you place your priorities wrong in your life,
everything goes upside down.

When next to never

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever?

*****

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain.

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever?

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you.

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now.

You've got me going crazy
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance.

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you

**********

Yes, I'll take the chance,
but not waiting for everyone.

I know you take this easy
but I take it heavy.
I know how warm you are
but I know how much it cost.
I know how much my heart breaks
but I know how much it could bear.
I know I can't wait
and I know you aren't waiting too.

I need time
to let everything go.

The Begining

Dear 2012,

Hello, 2012.
Please be awesome, thank you.

From: Kids

Happy New Year!

04.01.2012 Wednesday 11:18pm
Finally finally finally!
Here is the time for me to come back home.

My home my home my home...

Thank God for His leading,
I went to Broga with my family in Christ,
I learned about sin and the true repentance.

Thank you Lord,
You'd listen to my prayer.
Thank you my family of the play,
You'd help me unintentionally.
Thank you teachers,
You'd teach me a lot with love and patience.

*My very very very precious brothers and sister. *

*They walked along with me when I'm lost.*

*My dear fellow teachers. May the good God bless them. *