when my tears couldn't cease.
Father, am I putting my priority wrong again?
I hesitate.
After prayer,
I thought I see hopes and joy again.
But after some seconds,
why am I lingering in pain again.
I felt much torture
when it comes to my heart that bleed,
the wound that I couldn't see, touch or heal neither
Maybe, I should close my eyes,
and takes me forever to wakes again.