Wednesday, September 7, 2016

Veil of hesitation




" It's so strange that autumn is beautiful, 
yet everything is dying."

***

It's hard when trust issues struck. 
I wonder it's unfortunate or we called it common
when it usually happens in ladies. 

But I'm surprised when this doesn't apply to me. 
That I gave it all
even when I don't have any clue. 
I have no resistance for all of his words. 
I need no doubt to trust in him. 

***

But what if I'm a troublemaker. 
What if you never encounter but you have to deal with it one day. 
My insecurities strike
when I don't know when is the day or what is the reason 
you would ever let go of me. 


***

" We all have that instinctual fear
of being replaced by someone better than us. "

***

I wanted to tell him
but I am not daring. 

Let me go earlier 
when I'm still independent
when I can still live with myself
when I still can....

***

"Relationships are all about compromise,
and women tend to do more of it than men."

***

 I don't know if it's true. 
But I'm learning to be better, to be perfect
to compromise, to alter
so that you won't get stuck with a girl
who makes you down. 

***

"When the right person comes along, 
they will help you shine brighter, not snuff out your flame."

***

I hope that good days are with you,
and I'm at your back when bad days struck.