How funny how ridiculous
words could change a world
all in a sudden.
I can't mend myself yet
Never a million fights
could make me hate you
But a fight is enough for me to let you go.
I can't mend myself with this part yet.
How ridiculous
that if I'm broken
it always takes more than a million year
to fix.
Why I couldn't be easier.
***
YESTERDAY.
It's all about yesterday.
My heart strikes.
It feels a little pain, a little numb
when I get to discover all the stories.
But that's none of his faults.
All I need is to accept
to embrace the imperfect one
that willing to turn over a new leaf
to be someone perfect in my eye
also in God's eye.
That's all I wanted to do.
To accept the one I loves
whole-heartedly,
like how I was loved by my heavenly father.
***
I have wounds
all around me that none of anyone could notice.
And I never want anyone to notice either.
I can even avoid myself to look at it
because paying attention to that
only reminds me about all of the broken pieces.
All I want
is to just leave it all behind.
To forget all the bad pieces I had.
***
Sometimes you win
sometimes you learn.
This is life.
***
