Friday, April 17, 2020

Anchor

"Reassurance isn't the same when you have to ask for it. " 

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We often want it so badly that we ruin it
before it begins.
Overthink. Fantasizing. Imagining.
Expecting. Worrying. Doubting.
Why not just let it evolve.
Naturally.

But ye,
communicate.

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I said,
I'm not here to impress anyone
It's always your choice
to choose who you'd give your trust to
so that your leap of faith
will be safe and sound

I said,
any man could spoil you
with material things
but only the right one can give you
more than that.

Unfortunately
the man that is not ready
couldn't afford it even it cost nothing

Effort.
The right one will spoil you
with happiness, attention, affection,
loyalty, and quality time.

They don't only love you
when it's only convenience to them,

A person that chooses you everyday
even when you're hard to deal with at times.

Then,
it's too much.
You said,
We're asking for too much.

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So, in the end
we come to the conclusion that,

"You can love someone,
and still walk away."

We often mistake love with personal placement.
We thought because we love, so we must stay.
We must tolerate mistreatment.

But the unhealing wounds
tell me that's false.
We can still reallocate even we harbor in such a deep connection
in the wrong person.

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Everything happens for a reason.
Sometimes you understand it
in moments
sometimes, it takes years.