Thursday, February 6, 2020

Little do you know

It's never easy to detach with a person
that I've had close ties with.

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Having some extreme personality
in the same person is weird.

Blur to the max
that the few of you might know
how well I mastered this skill.

But when it comes to people
heart and soul
I get attached so fast
where I can never learn
how to hold back or to leave.

Being observant and detailed
I often melt with
the person that has
the same personality as me.

When the click is there
I do everything I can 
to make them happy.

It's never been about what I want,
it's always everyone's needs before me.
I mean
the person I value.

This is where
I give out too many chances to people,
who quite frankly,
fade and do not appreciate them.

They take advantages
and I become a pushover.
And even if they screw me over,
I didn't know why I will still be there.

/

I put my walls high
but once it's down
I give it all.

If you didn't want to stay in my life
Please,
don't ever break my wall.

I didn't want lessons
from the person I met
I just want good memories.